Today was a good day. I haven’t laughed so much and so hard in such a long long time… And it felt so good! That is what being happy is, that is how it feels. For you to hold my hand at school, makes me smile every time. To sit and just be with his family and to see how much they like me makes me happy. To helping his dad put a TV on the wall, made me smile that he wanted my help. To just play a fighting game with you and try to kick your ass. It’s the little things like laying on the couch and playing footsies with one another. While watching videos about where you come from and seeing how into I got, I watched a giant smile cross your face, and I loved it. And talking to you on the car ride home which turns into a 45 minute talk about nothing, but still managing to laugh at each other and see you actually smiling. To feel you kiss my cheek over and over again while laughing at me even made me smile. Hearing you laugh, makes me do happy and puts a smile on my face. Tonight felt right, and perfect. I’m glad things finally went back to normal and it’s days and nights like this that make me happy. I cherish these days because it reminds me how I’ve missed being so happy and it made me realize that you aren’t such a giant ass, you do care. All day today and even tonight you showed it, and I can’t thank you enough for making me realize that you really do make me happy. Even when I’ve had a rough couple of months. All these little things, make days like today, some of the best days of life. Feeling the way I felt today, is what being truly happy is, and I love it. I wouldn’t change it for the world.
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you."
Girls get mocked for liking high heels and lipstick. Girls get mocked for liking sports. Girls get mocked for liking tea and books. Girls get mocked for liking comics books and video games. Girls get mocked for liking math and science. Girls get mocked for liking boys. Girls get mocked for liking girls. Girls get mocked for liking both. What the fuck are we supposed to like? Water? Air? Come on, tell me. I’m dying to know.